December 2010
ugh, tired.
2010 overview. 1: a few things you will never forget in 2010. 2: relationship(s). 3: the best day. 4: the worst day. 5: the most memorable moment. 6: your best friend(s). 7: your birthday. 8: the funnest getaway. 9: the end of last school year/the beginning of this one. 10: new year resolutions. 1. i will never forget new years 2010, welcomed it with a huge bang! i will always remember 2010 as a...
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“ … you don’t have to have that URGE, that DESIRE, that unfulfilled thing. Just...”
– Be Here Now by Ram Dass
i miss my bff right now
“If you observe well, your own heart will answer.”
– De Lubicz
And under a sun that’s seen it all before My feet are so cold And I can’t believe that I have to bang my head against this wall again But the blows they have just a little more space in-between them Gonna take a breath and try again.
venting out of confusion
i dont know why i care so much, why i cant just enjoy the time we spend together and call it good. when we’re together its the best, but when we’re apart you just seem so blah and uninterested. the two clash and it makes me go crazy. i wish i could talk to you about this, i’m comfortable with you in every single way, i can talk to you about anything, be my complete self with you,...
wish i had a cute picture in a santa hat or...
but sadly, i dont…
merry christmas anyways my lovely followers :)
going to have a chocolate chip cookie and tuck...
damnit
i miss my bestie
i have nobody to snuggle up to and keep me warm tonight >.<
what a night!
scott and i got into a fight tonight
a christmas eve fight
and it didnt help that i was drunk
he decided to bring up this totally pointless story about this really drunk chick and her birthday party
and i decided to throw in the fact that it was her 17th birthday party
and he totally exploded on me for bringing that up
like there is something wrong with the fact that she is 17?
caused a...
michael got me this reallly beautiful pipe for christmas
and filled the gift bag with at least 20 kisses
:)
only problem
i left my pot at my besties house
and i’m at my parents house all weekend
cannot even use my new gift :/
hopefully i get some dankies for christmas then…?
haha
ooooh its magic
down to my core, i feel it
it warm and toasty there
the look in his eyes says everything
his kisses take me on a trip across the sky
tonight we stared at the sky and he said “someday i’m gonna go there”
i told him “you better bring me back a star”
he said “i have a feeling you’re going to be with me”
sigh
cant stop me now
i”m falling like an excited black lady
i can honestly say that not once in my life have i ever wondered what others think about me. i woke up this morning and realized this. it made me smile to know that i”ve never really cared…
can't be serious
brought together by one crazy night
and now i see how its all meant to be
the reason i didnt get to go to that other party
how i cried for no reason
i met the most incredible person on what was almost a lonely night
and now i cant get him out of my head
but i guess its the same with him
he’s constantly telling me to get out of his head
to stop reading his mind
none of it on purpose
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beautifulurself asked: hey chica. long time no talk!! i havent seen you post much lately, so here i go browsing you blog to figure out wtf is up with your awesome ass lately! hope its good stuff <333
beautifulurself asked: hey chica. long time no talk!! i havent seen you post much lately, so here i go browsing you blog to figure out wtf is up with your awesome ass lately! hope its good stuff <333