I wish I understood myself still. Timblr always reminds me of who I used to be and I miss it. Take me back.
Here’s a photo of me these days. Miss you guys. Think about you everyday. Wish I still had endless amounts of free time to devote to you…
anotherword asked: Happy birthday! Welcome to the two decades club :)
I’m real late. But thanks 🙆 :)
Now I’m sad.
My birthday is over.
And all I’m left with is the feeling of …I don’t even know. I feel…incomplete…I guess…just something isn’t right. I feel like a real adult. And not because I’m responsible and accomplishing what I should…but because I’m not a teenager anymore…I feel lost. I feel sad. I feel angry with myself for putting myself in this position…I feel like I should be so much further along than I am. I still feel like I did the day I turned 18. I feel like nothing.
Happy fucking birthday
Don’t get me wrong. It felt awesome to spend time with family. But, honestly…my emotions are getting the best of me now that it’s over.
My birthday is in a few days…that is all.
Ps. Ill be 20. So you do the math pervs.